Went out after dinner and walked aimlessly down to the shore. The cat followed me, sad and silent. We went past some men cutting up a log of driftwood. The sky was rose and the sea pale green, and there was a thick mist on the shore, through which the men at the timber loomed large as we walked over the pebbles.
When we came back, I knelt down on the lawn, twisting bits of dewy grass between my fingers while calling up an owl. Warm sparks from bonfires peppered the air, across the bay a distant murmur of boy scouts singing and their tents glowing in the dark. And I sat for a while, alone, the light in your bedroom window shining out over the fields.
January, 2012










